Blanket Thoughts

 Omg i don't know anything. U were acting like i was the villain. I didn't talk to her that much.. just one shoot. Just imagine place your position on me.. I didn't talk to her cz i don't have any brave. And I didn't want to talk to you also in that time.. Then later one day she texted me again 'Whats you relationship blablabla' I asked how you get my both number? She said 'from his phone' so???  I didn't tell her anything. I said "why don't you just ask him?" Do you know what i been going thru. All the void that i can't fill. Sleepless night alone on my room.  What the helllllllll. You're so selfish!!  You can block me from everything. But trust me you can't never block me from your mind!

 I watch Kara Sevda currently . It was viral on tiktok. People said that was good drama. From the episode 1, everything reminds me of you. Your S or infinity ♾️ tattoo near you wrist. Do you still have it? Why is it so coincidence.. The girl from the drama likes to sketch. I remember you almost had me sketched. Are you still thinking of it? Beni özler misin? The man from the drama went to Zonguldak for work in Mines. Zonguldak is one of my favorite cities. I recall every picture you took for me. Sun rises behind the hills. The masjid near the beach. You also went there with sanjeet and the other i forget the name.. Why is everything reminds me of you? If you're asking me. How many times you come to my mind? I would say "One" . Coz you never left.. I don't know you will read this post or not..  I can't talk you. I don't have any courage. I am afraid to fall again..  Today is the first time again after one month i cry... I am sorry  Btw i cut my hair.. didn...