Blanket Thoughts

 To Whom should i talk to? I don't wanna burden anyone And i also don't want to have any burdens.. How selfish.. Since I was a kid , i never had wedding dream. Never had such dreams I wish i can get new another life But what kind of life? After death or what? It's okay maybe those dreams was never meant for everyone Maybe career is not meant for everyone Maybe feeling secure is not for everyone Maybe love and marriage is not for everyone Maybe happiness is not meant for everyone  Maybe vacation is not meant for everyone Maybe watching sunsets in coastal is not meant for everyone  BTW, can i go there???