Coastal

 To Whom should i talk to?

I don't wanna burden anyone

And i also don't want to have any burdens..

How selfish..

Since I was a kid , i never had wedding dream.

Never had such dreams

I wish i can get new another life

But what kind of life?

After death or what?

It's okay maybe those dreams was never meant for everyone

Maybe career is not meant for everyone

Maybe feeling secure is not for everyone

Maybe love and marriage is not for everyone

Maybe happiness is not meant for everyone 

Maybe vacation is not meant for everyone

Maybe watching sunsets in coastal is not meant for everyone 


BTW can i go there?
BTW, can i go there???


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